dear sara,

i miss you, i miss you so much.
i could have never asked the world for anything more.
but the world is cruel.
the world took you away from me.
i had to get fixed y'know.
i wasn't myself when i looked at you.
and when you left.
when i looked in the mirror.
i couldn't stand it.
he him.
it was him.
he was the one that took you away from me.
i remember your pretty smile.
i remember your pretty makeup.
i remember your face lighting up when you were complimented.
they don't understand.
they could never understand.
stuck in a mindset that harms others.
closed to change.

this is my suicide note.

alex.

poem.

this is a work of fiction.
names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously. 
any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.